The view

As life gets longer, awful feels softer.
Well it feels pretty soft to me.
And if it takes shit to make bliss,
then I feel pretty blissfully...
If life's not beautiful without the pain,
well I'd just rather never ever even see beauty again...
For every step ahead we could have just been seated.
We are fixed.

"I wish I could hit upon a pleasant track of thought, a track indirectly reflecting credit upon myself, for those are the pleasantest thoughts, and very frequent even in the minds of modest, mouse-coloured people, who believe genuinely that they dislike to hear their own praises."....Virginia Woolf -"The Mark on the Wall"